Thousands and Millions of Face from the Holocaust

When I was in the eight grade I participated in The Tolerance Program. It was one of my school district’s grand ideas of how to get rid of school violence, but only honor students were able to participate. Before conclusions are made, I was not labeled a bully. My guess is the school board wanted a highly successful first go at program. It was a great experience whether or not it served the prescribed objective.

For two months we read books about the Holocaust and then flew to Washington DC to visit the Holocaust Museum. My favorite anecdote from this day-trip (literately, 6am flight there and 9pm flight out) is that I was there for the DC Sniper. This was in 2002. No one had a cell phone, and we were shuffling around trying to hit every museum and monument we could. We had no idea what was going on until we got to the airport. All of us just assumed the multiple police sirens were standard for DC.

Back to the point, there are few things that get me upset. Most of those are things highly personal to me, but the one subjective event that makes me cry like a potent onion is the Holocaust. It’s difficult to describe something so vulgar. It’s astronomical numbers, like trying to explain how far away the closest star is. I remember sitting in those tolerance classes at the age of 14 and being mad, mad that something like this could happen. At the museum, I was over come with extreme sadness. The collection is truly difficult to get through. Most vividly of all, I remember this one hall way. It was a kind of bridge that allowed you to see all the way down to the ground floor and all the way up the fourth floor ceiling. On either side were framed faces coving the wall space like wallpaper. It was a visual, and it made me sick to my stomach. It gave the numbers eyes and smiles.

I got the same feeling last night when I watched SCHINDLER’S LIST (1993), so I may have cried a little. It won seven, well-deserved Oscars. Steven Spielberg has always impressed me with his movie-making skills, but this project is the highlight of his career. I read about three pages of facts concerning this film, and one revealed that Speilberg would liked to be remembered for SCHINDERL’S LIST if  for nothing else. I find that an apt request. It’s a horrific film, raw and honest, and a film I should have watched before my ripe old age of 22.

What I Read Affects My Life

So I haven’t watched any movies today. Yesterday I muscled through BRIDGE ON THE RIVER KWAI( 1957) and THE ENGLISH PATIENT (1996). Both films were good and, once again, I glad that I decided to follow a list instead of carelessly wandering the aisles at Family Video. If I had done the latter, I would not have watch some of the great movies I haven’t heard of. I wouldn’t have seen Alec Guinness‘ Oscar winning performance as the bridge-building English commander nor would I have seen the story-telling-talents of THE ENGLISH PATIENT.

Today I have SCHINDLER’S LIST (1993) waiting in the DVD player. Regretfully, I’ve never seen this film, and I long to see the famous scene with the red coat or cape or whatever element is highlighted in red contrast to the black and white film. Before this fabulous snow day is over, I will probably sit down to it.

What’s kept me from my movie-watching is my current book, GIANT by Edna Ferber. It’s a novel full of tough, sharp-tongued cowboys that continue to shock and disapprove of the new, Virginia born Mrs. Jordan Benedict. They had a Mexican barbecue consisting of eating cow brain out of the skull and have gone through multiple cups of coffee. In effect, what did I do today? Why, I’ve had about four cups of coffee and made Spanish rice for dinner–beef, corn, jalapenos and spicey rice. I even like the idea of a spontaneous road trip to San Antonio. I’ve always wanted to visit the Alamo.

Whatever pop culture I’m involved with affects me, really. If I’m reading English novels, I wear more dresses and crave tea like India is running out of spices. When I read my fantasy novels, I day dream more. I’m even one of those people who, when having a bad day, go to The Bible and let it fall open. The first passage always applies. Is that God speaking to me or me applying my life to what I read? Do I act different because of what I’m reading or do I enjoy what I’m reading because of my latest fad?

Slight Change of Plans with My Movie List

The original plan when it came to the Oscar Movie List was to watch the films that I hadn’t seen. Instead, I started being the control freak that I am, watching even those film I have already seen. I enjoyed seeing the films I vaguely remember, but they did not help with my New Year’s Resolution. I’ve never had a resolution before, let alone kept one. I’m particularly driven to complete this one, especially since I have no idea where I’m going to be in six months. The Movie Project gives me some since of consistency, because no matter where I end up, I’ll be working on it.

So, I’m going to scratch movies off my list the movies I’ve already seen:

TITANIC (1997)–This was my favorite movie when I was 9, and it was the film that introduced me to the Oscar craze.

WEST SIDE STORY (1961)–I have a huge crush on the Jets’ leader Russ Tambyle.

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE (2008)–This movie frustrated me. Why would the “million dollar” question allude to something every Indian student read in school?

SHAKESPEARE IN LOVE (1998)–So historically incorrect, but I love Gwyneth Paltrow and can’t wait to see her in COUNTRY STRONG (2011).

DANCES WITH WOLVES (1990)–This is my mom’s favorite movie ever. I’ve seen it a zillion times. . .

FORREST GUMP (1994)–It’s always a classic, like a box of chocolates.

CHICAGO (2002)–. . . and all that jazz.

THE HURT LOCKER (2010)–I was soooo happy that Director Kathryn Bigelow won the Oscar last year.

GLADIATOR (2000)–The best part of GLADIATOR is the on-location shots.

NO COUNTRY FOR OLD MEN (2007)–I watched this one for the first time, alone, in the dorms. That was a bad idea.

On a side note, my life is quickly becoming very entertaining. Maybe my biography won’t bore little third graders one day. I should stay writing it all down for primary sources.